mind bogglin' once again...

whether it be to the best of whats put forward,
or less to whats not offered.
i can honestly say im comfortably secure,
yet left wondering in a lecture...
thinking of all the possibilities that it could lead too,
with all the confidence, im as brittle as mildew.
so many things can happen,
yet theres nothing really i can do to stop them.
i can hope for the best, but i cant be for sure.
for things to ever go wrong, im sure it'll cause a blurr...

enough of whats laid out & more to whats there,
i'd be destruct if things were to end up that way.
disappointed yet broken, hurt and wouldnt be surprised if it did.
but whatevers thats and thats whatever,
deal with it when or if it happens & thats all to it

PEACE...