coming back...?

supernova

long over due...

thats all for now.

U know...

I'm so0o0o0o friggen bored lately! I find myself rest-the-fuck-less, doing shit all everyday. It sucks I dont have anything to do and that my girls on vacation while Im back here miserable. My only week off until school starts again and its been the worst so far! ughhh my boring life, I've even been to the point where I'm thinking of getting a next tattoo, or fixing shit that don't need fixing, or even trying to make shit but don't end up doing it because I dont have the material to do it. ughh FUCK!!!!

For some reason I've been in the mood for a next song, something for the summer with a nice upbeat flow and the second one more on the emo side lol.

Hurry up and come home!!!!

long over due...

Birthday Dizzzy!

Started everything off with The Fast & The Furious 4

I'm guessing this was the first shot/glass of beer

we had to do it...GLC

one of the many shots taken

again...

MERKED!!!


Day II
Time killing dinner

first shot of the surprise night!

gyal dem...

couldnt be possible without you! (thanks to my baby still! no one could do it betta!)

ab..-..sint...?!?! lol

birthday face...

LtGL

thanks for the cookie...

and cake ch-yeah!!!

wii and drank...(pre bday drink'az)

this is how we do it...

you the fucking best!

momentary realizations...

make my day...

*saw this the other day on my way home, couldnt get a better picture, but car was probably smaller than a mini cooper just a little bigger than a smart car lol. just thought it looked funny one them cars from asia.

**basically a sum of my 3 weeks pay, all gone due to my car bill =(. It sucks knowing your making money but cant touch it or save it because it all owed else where.

***I was bored the other night so I decide to bother Mocha while she was sleeping...

hey baby, am i crazy or was u givin me the eye,

all I need in this life of sin...


Holla 758!

updates coming soon...

same ol routine starting
papers flying and mid-terms waiting
got so many things on my mind
my only wish is that my baby complies
been occupied with the stress of school
putting her off to the side aint nothing but cruel
all in all its quality time and thats nothing to big to ask
its all she really wanted but all i gave her was trash
its not easy dealing with everything at the same time
hate how somethings turn out leavin you on the grind

boredom, restlessness, & forgiveness

All is good and that's how the story goes, being and doing your best becomes recognized no matter what it is your doing. everything falls under anything they ask of you, yet one thing stands in the way of completing the overall satisfactory level. its just like doing a really big assignment for school, doing everything perfectly and you even did a little bonus work on the side to add into your assignment. but you forget to complete an assessment review which would of taken 1 minutes of your time to write what your assignment contains, & because of that you failed the assignment. Not following the simple instructions and not paying attention to the big picture caused you to fail. Doesn't it suck hearing that you've done everything perfectly and more but it just wasn't enough? i know its something to learn from but it hurts knowing you've tried but got shut down. its nothing to make a big deal out of but to understand it takes a whole different approach. its learning how to overcome these circumstances to do your best and satisfy those needs you've forgotten. its a learning process and it'll take time, will you learn & wait to accept it?

H.W.W.W.W.

Question:
How did I get so broke?
When did everything get so boring?
Why is school such a bitch?
What's really good?
Who really cares anymore?

Answer:
How: workless
When: since I don't have an income & school started.
Why: it's school!
What: 758!
Who: ?

ok so its been a while since i've updated...
been occupied by school and it sucks knowing all i'm doing is school. but anyways recap of all the shit that happened:

we did the niagara thing aly & rich, kirsten & mike, and jess & I.

then chards 21st

then puns 21st

&& thats about it for now, gon start updating more holla!!!

stressed out, stressed out!

The schezzzi
monday:marketing
tuesday:english (ica classes (excel&word)
wednesday:business
friday:math

RELAX SOONTIME...

marrs_day

night starter...

done!

I want to go back to relaxing in the sun. No school or work straight kickin it with those that matter. Whether Im drunk as fuck or high as hell, even being sober everything was just that much better. Nothing could ever compare to the feeling you get when you got all you need. Needs a getaway and needs it badly...lottery why dont you get at me? Happy but yet restlest, things are good but at times it could be frustrating. I couldnt be happier yet school and work are the only things pulling me down. Soon i'll have a break to relax then back again to the regular routine...
Needs a change, SUMMER HURRY THE FUCK UP!

You ain't gotta get cute for me, truthfully. I prefer you with no make up, in one of my t-shirts

Twins BDay @ Embassy

GLC, & we out....

mind bogglin' once again...

whether it be to the best of whats put forward,
or less to whats not offered.
i can honestly say im comfortably secure,
yet left wondering in a lecture...
thinking of all the possibilities that it could lead too,
with all the confidence, im as brittle as mildew.
so many things can happen,
yet theres nothing really i can do to stop them.
i can hope for the best, but i cant be for sure.
for things to ever go wrong, im sure it'll cause a blurr...

enough of whats laid out & more to whats there,
i'd be destruct if things were to end up that way.
disappointed yet broken, hurt and wouldnt be surprised if it did.
but whatevers thats and thats whatever,
deal with it when or if it happens & thats all to it

PEACE...

generic...

always...758

GLC....

ladies.....

LtGL......

"theres not many who catch my eye, we both wearing sneakers, she match my fly"

[Jamie Foxx]
I love her cause she got her own
She don't need mine, so she leave mine alone
There ain't nothing in this world sexy
Than a girl that want but don't need me
Young independent, yea she work hard
But you can tell from the way that she walk
She don't slow down cause she ain't got time
To be complaining, shawty gon shine
She don't expect nothing from no guy
She plays agressive, but she still shy
But you never know her softer side
By lookin in her eyes
No way she can do for herself
Makes me wanna give her my world

Only kinda girl I want
Independent queen workin for her throne
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love it when she say
Its cool I got it, I got it, I got it
I love it when she say
Its cool I got it, I got it, I got it

Ne-Yo]

I love it cause she got her own
She don't need mine, so she leave mine alone
There ain't nothin thats more sexy
Than a girl that want, but don't need me
Lovely face
Nice thick thighs
Plus she got drive that matches my drive
Sexy Thang
She's mcfly
All the while payin the bills on time
She don't look at me like Captain Save Em
Gold Diggin, no she don't do that
Now she lookin me like inspiration
She wanna be complimentin my swag
And everything she got, she work for it, good life made for it
She take pride in sayin that she paid for it

Only kind of girl I want
Independent queen workin for her throne
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love it when she say
Its cool I got it, I got it, I got it
She say
Uh Uh, I got it, I got it, I got it

[Fabolous]

Don't make me laugh boo
Never did that bad too
Make you even have to
But even if I had to
Ask my better half to
You be more than glad to
When I do that math boo
You always try to add two
I need someone who'd ride for me
Not someone who'd ride for free
She said boy I don't just ride, She'll pull up beside of me
I had to ask her what she doin in that caddy
She said cause you my baby I'd be stuntin like my daddy
And theres not many, who catch my eye
We both wearing gucci, she match my fly
And thats why I, Suppose to keep her closer
Right by the side, toast and to host her
And that she went low so, cause you didn't know so
You can save your money dawg shawty getting dough so
What she care wit his cars, you can call her miss boss
I got it backwards, criss cross, shawty got her own

Got her own
I love her cause she got her own
She got her own
I love it when she say
Its cool I got it, I got it, I got it
I love it when she say
Uh Uh, I got it, I got it, I got it