same ol routine starting
papers flying and mid-terms waiting
got so many things on my mind
my only wish is that my baby complies
been occupied with the stress of school
putting her off to the side aint nothing but cruel
all in all its quality time and thats nothing to big to ask
its all she really wanted but all i gave her was trash
its not easy dealing with everything at the same time
hate how somethings turn out leavin you on the grind

boredom, restlessness, & forgiveness

All is good and that's how the story goes, being and doing your best becomes recognized no matter what it is your doing. everything falls under anything they ask of you, yet one thing stands in the way of completing the overall satisfactory level. its just like doing a really big assignment for school, doing everything perfectly and you even did a little bonus work on the side to add into your assignment. but you forget to complete an assessment review which would of taken 1 minutes of your time to write what your assignment contains, & because of that you failed the assignment. Not following the simple instructions and not paying attention to the big picture caused you to fail. Doesn't it suck hearing that you've done everything perfectly and more but it just wasn't enough? i know its something to learn from but it hurts knowing you've tried but got shut down. its nothing to make a big deal out of but to understand it takes a whole different approach. its learning how to overcome these circumstances to do your best and satisfy those needs you've forgotten. its a learning process and it'll take time, will you learn & wait to accept it?